just some random thoughts that i wrote down today...
a)I'm tired of all the lies. I'm tired of all the fakeness. Don't pretend to care with me. Don't feel obligated to "be there for me". Just leave me alone. I'm fine. I am a dam when it comes to emtions, and I have sealed shut my flood gates. So just go away. Just leave me alone
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not locked...so, lots of people reallyreally care about you! Obligation??--Ha! yes, people are obligated to be 'talking' with you at 2 am??! silly person. :)
I know finally that true understanding exists, because I've found someone who does. You are so blessed if/when you find that person in your life, the one who really knows, understands, and loves you. I don't think a person can really 'know' you, unless they have understanding.
Some people never find that person or feel that, because they walk around with so many ego blocks/defenses that they don't know themselves enough, let alone someone else to truly see and love them.
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