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[_x4letterwordx_]

Where do I begin? Last night I received some very unexpected information from the girl I speak so highly of. She has a boyfriend... When I found out, I didn't know how to react. It was eating me alive inside but I was holding it all back trying to control myself and try to take it all in. I had so many scenarios going through my mind about who

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[anonymous]

i just want to cry so hard right now... i dont know what else to say to you..jimmy you are awesome... one of the best guys i have ever met. and i have never had anyone appreciate me the way you do, with everything you say and do, it amazes me. i dont understand it actually.. i am nothing special i promise. i truly apologize if i lead you on or anything, but i SWEAR i totally liked you. like all of spring break i kept thinking about how much i wanted to go to fgcu so that i could be by you. and you are not "out of sight, out of mind"... i think about you everyday jimmy. i just know that it cant be. not now. who knows what the future will bring but for now it cant. and honestly, i didnt even know that you felt this strongly. i wish you would have told me so then i would have handled it differently. but what i really want to say is dont change. i am so sorry i hurt you, and trust me i never had any intentions of doing so, but thats what i liked about you.. you arent like other guys. youre so funny, sweet, sincere, easy to talk to.. i

[_x4letterwordx_]

Please, no tears. I hate when someone feels like shit because of me and I'm not there physically to fix it. I told you from the beginning, the second night I knew you even, that I get very attached to who I like. But I guess I should have ellaborated more. Even though you don't think you're "special", I think you're the most incredible, down to earth, considerate person I have ever met. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Maybe I should've been a little more clear on my feelings, but I figured that poem would have said it for me. I wont change. After this is all done and gone, I'll be the same Jimmy I was prior to his weekend. And it's not you're fault I'm hurt right now. You said everything you needed to to save your own ass. I just ignored it because it wasn't what I wanted to hear. I set myself up for this all because I hoped things would work out in the long run. This is all me, and I'm sorry if you feel guilty for anything...you shouldn't. I know that your intentions weren't to hurt me, I think you might have just

[jailcellwhisper]

Party at my hizz? Word up yo...lets get over those IN girls and get our shit back together.

[outrageous_xo]

"those IN girls" you say it so non-chalantly like we're some stupid girls who don't even matter.

at least jimmy is mature enough to still have a decent conversation with sarah. apparently someone else isn't grown up to even do that.