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[_xbellx_]

I'm sorry for lying and pretending things were alright when they aren't
I'm sorry for trying to put other things before myself.
I'm sorry for being in denial and being insulted when approached
I'm sorry for pushing everything back because it wasn't a good time.
I'm sorry for lying to myself.
But by tommorow I'm going to think everything is okay

Comments

[n1ckizg0d]

so what happened

[_xbellx_]

I was pushing feelings/problems away and obsessing with school rather than dealing with them..or something like that..

[bassplayerdude]

u need to stop being so hard on urself love

[_xbellx_]

I know but i feel really, really bad. like bryan looks at me like i'm crazy everytime I talk to him. I just keep my mouth shut.