Rita, you will LOVE your hair once you see mine. You thought you looked like a dyke? You don't even compare to my new haircut. It's shorter than it was back in January and shit. I think I need my true best friend home with me. Meaning, you Rita. Yes, you. I miss you. I hate my fucking hair. I look like...fucking ugly. It's so short, I don't know. I ( Read more... )

i talk a lot of crazy shit when i;m tred. ive only gotten two hours of sleeo and i'm delirious. wooo ( Read more... )

Today I had to go to the doctor's at fucking 8:30. So I had to leave Jamie's house at 7:30. Her and I didn't even fall asleep until like 5:30 that morning so it fucking sucked. After that my mom pissed me off some more on the way home, so I came home and passed out til 2:30. Then Becki came and got me to take me out for not hanging out yesterday on ( Read more... )

thank you kristen for coming to dinner with my and the family.
thank you jamie for letting me do whatever the fuck i want, you made my birthday great.
and i wish you could've hung out becki =[ we will party it up this weekend fer sure.

SWEET SIXTEEN.

I wish I had some sort of idea of what's going on right now.
p.s. my birthday is tomorrow. woo

my mom and i talked. she knows everything. i guess shit is good. everything reminds me of rita, it sucks. birthday in three days. purse party tomorrow with beki, kristen, and maja. goodnight

nothing beats a good hangout with best friends. nothing beats making brownies and ice cream from scratch. nothing beats being in love. nothing beats a heart to heart conversation. i love you jamie and becki.

I realized that my mom has changed a lot. I fucking hate it. She used to be so cool and was able to trust my friends and I. Now she thinks I'm some crazy crackwhore or some shit. She doesn't trust me at all and preoccupies my life with babysitting like 896762 days a week just so I can't go out. She's infuckingsane. I have to be in at ten on ( Read more... )

I always fuck everything up, always. I'm so fucking stupid. Where's my Niggaboo when I need her? Oh yeah, Hungary =[