welp .. today .. i cried ... cried for hours ... 1st time in 2 years ...

sorry ashley .....

need nadia ...

joker said ... whatz up heather ...

HEY ALL .. TODAY'S MY B-DAY .. IT WAS FUN .. ALL IN ALL ( Read more... )

WELL .. 1ST THINGS 1ST ... I READ THIS TODAY ( Read more... )

i feel like i am kinda wasting my time ... i have so many feelings for someone and i can't even read her ... dunno if i'm doing to much or not enough ... i'm just all .. blah. I am all in meloncoly b/c i dunno how to feel. i feel happy b/c now i feel stuff that i haven't felt since the last time i was with my ex. BUT, i feel sad b/c like i said ( Read more... )

well all .. i'm home .. just got back from terry's ... there was a bit of a mini party ... i'm a bit fucked up .. lol .. i been smoking all day plus over there smoked and drank 2 40's .... so yeah .. dad's back home and he's gonna try to make everything work w/ him and mom i think ( Read more... )

whoo hoo ... uh ... mom and dad where there, 1st time i had seen him and her together for like 5 days ( Read more... )

graduation .. whoo hoo ...

i just left somone a message, prolly screwed things up between us ... yay ..

life sucks ... of course ...

i have to go ... bye ..

i found out alot of stuff yesterday .... long story short though ... my mother and father have been doing crack and coke for the last few months ( though my dad did quit ( Read more... )

I REALLY KINDA HATE MYSELF TODAY ... MY FAMILY IS IN SUCH DISCORD. MY MOTHER LEFT, BUT IS COMMING BACK, BUT WHEN SHE DOES, MY DAD IS GONNA LEAVE * HE TOLD ME *. IF THAT HAPPENS I WILL MOVE OUT, I CAN'T STAND TO BE HERE WITH MY MOTHER ... BUT THE REASON I HATE MYSELF IS B/C LAST NIGHT I DRANK AND SMOKED UP OUT OF DEPRESSION, DOING THAT STUFF JUST TO ( Read more... )

Jaton said " This is all incredibly childish by equally childish people. All parties involved are being stupid ( Read more... )