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[_xo_]

i'm taking a time out from studying bones for a second. cause i'm thinking... this is the cycle of living. i'm looking at these bones not in reference to what they are, the result of a lost life, but to what they were and represent inside of me. but when i think about it.. this is all we are, just bodies moving and living and dying at the same time

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[veggietrees]

i don't think you're crazy at all.

[somexthingvague]

Your post made me sad, but in a good way!(if that makes sense) I'm going home this weekend, so I'm planning on hugging my mother for a long time. hah. thanks for that little bit of reality.

[dorovar]

I don't think you're crazy at all, then again, that opinion is biased because I love you.

I can say, somewhat confidently, that most of us, especially us young ones, don't ponder about the fragility of life. Time is our most valuable resource and each day that passes where I get nothing accomplished, no progress, I get depressed and frustrated, but that's another story.

I want you to know, if anything were to happen to either of us, that any time I've ever spent with you was never wasted time. I'll cherish the memories we had together til the day I die. That might sound ridiculously cliche, or maybe I'm the crazy one. That said, I'm sorry that I've been so reclusive. I've been having a tough couple of weeks and have only really been talking to those that I see around campus.

I'm pretty sick and delusional-ish now, so this probably doesn't make much sense, but I'm sure you'll get what I'm trying to say.

[alistar25]

Ohhh Cat, boy do I understand everything you're saying. I remeber how I couldn't, and probably still can't, grasp Alicia's death. It's sill weird to say it because when I think about it, when I think about her life...she was living, breathing, and then, suddenly, she was gone. And I remeber I talked to her the day before, and every thing was fine. I was always so baffled by that. It just seemed so strange. I mean, I was always used to death. Been to tons of wakes and funerals of family memebers, but it was all thier time. After years of old age and suffering, but not Alicia, she was stolen from us and that's what always made it so hard.

She changed me forever. Since that day I always tired to stop worrying about pety things and letting stupid shit get in the way. And you're right, you have to really live since time is short and unpredictable.

I love you, Cat. And I'm hoping the two of us will still be friends until we're on our death beds.

...Wow, I'm not morbid. (But you know what I mean)

[_xo_]

we will be, and if that's sooner than it should be, at least we took advantage of what preceded it. also, if i die before you i want to be buried with a copy of the lyrics to semi-charmed life.

[alistar25]

Lol, you want me to paint them on the inside of your caskett for you? You could certainly do the same for me if the situation is reverse. <3