if only if only.......

Aug 04, 2005 20:22

wow its been awhile no? i dont know what to say or how to feel. its just life is consuming me. having to do all this shit by myself. with ike being gone and tay not caring about anything really im just blah. the babies are doing good. they'll be here in no time i think. i like laying in bed at night rubbing my tummy and talking to them. telling ( Read more... )

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tj_h August 5 2005, 05:42:11 UTC
hey never say i don't care....i was missing you like crazy, but i don't wanna get in the way.

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_xonikkiox_ August 5 2005, 05:43:51 UTC
there for awhile tay you didnt care. you gotta remember even tho maddy is gone you still have juilette and 2 more on the way. it was very sad maddy died but theres more to look forward too. get in the way of what?

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tj_h August 7 2005, 06:24:45 UTC
hey i look after juilet, i'm always with her, i'm friggin at her whim at the moment *sighs* i know it's not good for her to get so attached to daddy, it's just i don't wanna lose someone else again.

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_xonikkiox_ August 7 2005, 06:27:25 UTC
i never said you didn't. why isn't it good for her to get attached to you? your not going anywhere and tay just because maddy died doesnt mean Juilet is going to. your not going to lose anyone else again dont worry. you still wanna be in the room with me when i have the twins?

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