it happened...

[_xpapermoon]

i hadn't done it since last febuary.

i made a goal not to do it for a year.

but i couldn't take it anymore.

I'M A CONTROL FREAKKKKK.

i haven't cried in 3 months

i hate crying. i'm afraid of losing CONTROL and not being able to stop.

i really thought this would be the year...

wow, merritt, you can't do anything.

Comments

[laneyyislove]

merritt you can do anything
people slip, we all relapse into the most painful habits
but it doesnt make you a failure
if it helps, i slip too. more than you know
you're an awesome girl, babe, dont let it get you down

[_xpapermoon]

: ] thank youu

[laneyyislove]

never a problem :)