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[_xtratasty]

I'm opening up to many of you in this one. I just needed to get if off my chest, and I figured that I just really don't care about any of this anymore to hide it. In forewarning, this may be one of the most depressing things you've read in awhile

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:(

[josh_b_machine]

well i know i don't know you as well as your other friends know you, but i will be here though, if you do need someone to talk to..
hmmmm..... :(
i hope everything is starting to get better for you...
cause you got a great person in your life right now
Justin seems like a really great guy, and it seems like he makes you very happy

Re: :(

[_xtratasty]

thankz josh. <3

Here for you...

[bebelicha]

I'm here for you, and I can understand where you're coming from on certain issues, and I hope yoo feel better. *hugglez*

Re: Here for you...

[_xtratasty]

thanks chic. looooooooove you

ashita wa ashita no kaze ga fuku.

[anonymous]

"tomorrow, tomorrow's wind will blow"
im always here if you need me...
sorry ive been down so much lately, but ill still listen if you ever need to talk.
You know that.
I love you.
I will always be here for you.
-Justin

Re: ashita wa ashita no kaze ga fuku.

[_xtratasty]

Don't worry about it Justin, I love you more than anything and I want to be there for you just as much as you're here for me, okay? You have no idea how much it means to me. I love you.

[_shonenknife]

I..

You know, there are so many ways I'd like.. no, want to start this, but they all sound.. wrong. I've never been one who was good with dishing out advice and I haven't been through not a single thing you've been through thus I can't really say anything in hopes to make you feel better..

But do know that many of your friends, online and offline, care for you, and if you ever need someone to confide in, I'll be here. I'm so sorry about the deaths of the people you love, I'm sorry about the abuse you had previously recieved, the harsh life you used to have, but I'm happy things are getting better for you, that you're recieving the respect you deserve and how you're a tough little cookie now, and how you know how to defend yourself.

I'm sure you're gonna hear much of this but.. we care, hun, so.. So lift your chin up, because everyone wishes you the bestest, and may your next birthday be better than the last. <3

[_xtratasty]

You don't have to be sorry about anything. It's something I have to deal with. In the end all the crap has made me stronger and I understand alot more than many people do. I guess you can I say I recieved many of lifes lessons early and it's shown me how NOT to live my life. All of what you said means alot and I thank you dearly. <3

[xo_eyecandy]

i didnt know. i <3 you ....

do you know what? i thought it would be weird to tell you this, but after the second one, i was like, ehhh i'll just tell her! heh. well, i always have dreams about you. is that weird?? in the first one, you were performing with your band. you played guitar. in the last one, i was visiting my sister and you happened to live in the same town as her, and we met for the first time. we ended up being best friends :) it was nice ... hehe. sorry if that weirds you out.

[_xtratasty]

lol it's straight.. wish I still had my guitar... and if I did, I wouldn't be in a band because I suck. maybe some day chic! you're one of my favorite peoples! haha

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