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Jeez..I'm really tired cos I woke up at 5. I have been getting up at 4:40 and 5 all week. Something with my medicine i think. I did it last night and it makes me feel sad, that I went almost a month without cutting and I did last night. Damn it I dont know what to DO, I can't stop the feeling and I know I shouldn't have acted on it. Why do I do

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[blatantsilencex]

The human mind works in mysterious ways. Atleast you are well aware of the fact that you have a so-called "problem" with it. And I belive that's the first step in progression.

I think we have the same problem. Sometimes it's a subconcious thing. Like a comfort-zone you dont want to leave.

from all the studying of psychology I've inconsequently done, thats what I believe.<3333333333333333!.