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A few of my poems you know...Comment and such.
Sitting in my corner
Just holding back my pain
Slitting a little harder
Introducing your name
Its been so long oldfriend
Start chipping back the rust
Its not worth living here without you
Trying to regain your trust
I said it wouldn't end up like this
That I wouldn't sit here and cry
That I wouldn't live next to my phone
Or sign the note goodbye
Sitting at my nightstand
Jotting down this note
About how this wasn't how it was planned out.
I wish I had everything she has
Its all rite in front of her face
She says her heart is broken
Yet, I find not a trace
She thinks that she's not wanted
Or she's ugly, or she's fat
Says her heart is haunted
I wish I could be like that
So beautiful and desired
Telling me that she's worn out
That she's oh so tired
But she's got everything I want
And she just doesn't see
That she doesn't know
What its like to be me
To have no one to love
And choices at a low
I'd give anything to be a beautiful girl
So fucking blind
While the one I love...gives her his world...
Maybe one day you will find...
That I wish I was you.
He used to stay up to call me
But he's left me with the phone bill
While he's calling someone new
Someone much more special
Then I could ever hopeto be
Someone that is beautiful
Someone that's not me...
I'd stay up late at nite
Just to hear his voice
When I was with him, there was no one else in sight
They say he made the wrong decision, he made the wrong choice...
But it doesn't feel like it...
He left me here unloved
Sitting here in these crying fits
In a puddle of blood.
He used stay up to call me
But has found an excuse
Just to call her
And leave me here, bruised.
This broken heart you've left me with
Is my only form of love
The shattered bit of lonliness
That keeps me trudging on
Lying here broken on my floor.
This sad unholy record...
Skipping my favorite song
Hearing my heart break
This akward sound
This unsent letter
To the one I called my own
And this is my own tragedy
I brought this upon myself
I begged you to break my heart.
See I, I am defenseless
&& you, you just don't care
This is such a mess
&& You know I want you here
My heart it dangles, beautifully
Rite in front of your door
Waiting for your validation
Just to be knocked down to the floor
A broken beating heart
A life a mess
Falling slowly apart
See you, you are unwanted
&& I, I'm so unsure
This room, its left haunted
From the disasters I've endured
I'm broken, so exquisitely--
Its a dance only I know
The sidestepping motion
That hurts me so
I'm left here dancing
Prettied up && ready to fall
See I, I am in love
&& you have given up.
Whaddya think?
Sitting in my corner
Just holding back my pain
Slitting a little harder
Introducing your name
Its been so long oldfriend
Start chipping back the rust
Its not worth living here without you
Trying to regain your trust
I said it wouldn't end up like this
That I wouldn't sit here and cry
That I wouldn't live next to my phone
Or sign the note goodbye
Sitting at my nightstand
Jotting down this note
About how this wasn't how it was planned out.
I wish I had everything she has
Its all rite in front of her face
She says her heart is broken
Yet, I find not a trace
She thinks that she's not wanted
Or she's ugly, or she's fat
Says her heart is haunted
I wish I could be like that
So beautiful and desired
Telling me that she's worn out
That she's oh so tired
But she's got everything I want
And she just doesn't see
That she doesn't know
What its like to be me
To have no one to love
And choices at a low
I'd give anything to be a beautiful girl
So fucking blind
While the one I love...gives her his world...
Maybe one day you will find...
That I wish I was you.
He used to stay up to call me
But he's left me with the phone bill
While he's calling someone new
Someone much more special
Then I could ever hopeto be
Someone that is beautiful
Someone that's not me...
I'd stay up late at nite
Just to hear his voice
When I was with him, there was no one else in sight
They say he made the wrong decision, he made the wrong choice...
But it doesn't feel like it...
He left me here unloved
Sitting here in these crying fits
In a puddle of blood.
He used stay up to call me
But has found an excuse
Just to call her
And leave me here, bruised.
This broken heart you've left me with
Is my only form of love
The shattered bit of lonliness
That keeps me trudging on
Lying here broken on my floor.
This sad unholy record...
Skipping my favorite song
Hearing my heart break
This akward sound
This unsent letter
To the one I called my own
And this is my own tragedy
I brought this upon myself
I begged you to break my heart.
See I, I am defenseless
&& you, you just don't care
This is such a mess
&& You know I want you here
My heart it dangles, beautifully
Rite in front of your door
Waiting for your validation
Just to be knocked down to the floor
A broken beating heart
A life a mess
Falling slowly apart
See you, you are unwanted
&& I, I'm so unsure
This room, its left haunted
From the disasters I've endured
I'm broken, so exquisitely--
Its a dance only I know
The sidestepping motion
That hurts me so
I'm left here dancing
Prettied up && ready to fall
See I, I am in love
&& you have given up.
Whaddya think?