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[_y0urstar]

I came to a realization earlier while I was taking a bubble bath. I'm a very stubborn person when it comes to showing emotion. If someone makes me angry or sad, I hide it. I won't give that person the satisfaction of knowing that they hurt my feelings. It makes me feel weak. If someone asks me if I'm mad, I'll usually lie about it. However, there

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[no_excuses]

never a waste of time...
...and i do exactly the same thing

so i know how it feels...because u feel like u always have to be strong, or youll get hurt more, or something will happen...u r not alone my nicole!! lol <3

[itslayyyton]

You're def. not alone...this is even a guy saying this. We all have times when we feel so alone it hurts to get out of bed in the morning. It sux holding everything back, but you also feel vunerable when you tell ppl how u feel...and it fuckin blows when they tell the whole world. Trust me, it happens to everyone even boys. Just my two cents...for what theyre worth.

[haguelovesyou]

I understand exactly how you feel. I know how it is having a feeling like you have to "hide" your emotions, and that no one will care for my emotions...I tend to hide things/feelings because I generally have the same thought process about it as you do.

[anonymous]

Hey Nicole, this is Amanda Holst. I know that I don't know you all that well (regrettably so)and that the only time i really get to talk to you is when we're stuck in homeroom with the most random group of people, but you're not the only one that feels alone sometimes. It's normal to hate stuff about yourself and think everyone has an opinion about you, but its those things that make us different- that make us who we are. It'd be a super boring world if we all didn't have our own little something that no one else has. You are a beautiful person, inside and out, so have confidence in yourself. I know this was random but I don't want you feeling down and upset. we're all here for you :)