Comments | _you_would: I hate this.

pyrokinetic_ in _you_would

I hate this.

Apr 05, 2005 22:36

This. This whole thing. This being here to apologize to freakin' Jake over a God damn guilty conscience. And it's not like Carly's on my case to apologize, so I'm doing this of my free will. And it's JakeWhere'd I leave my sanity again? I'm starting to miss it more and more ( Read more... )

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solidloyalty April 6 2005, 03:34:11 UTC

I half-expected to see Carly walking in behind Sam when Sam entered the bar. I couldn't imagine him coming down to Freddy's alone, oweing to his extreme hatred of my very being and the fact that he was a recovering alcoholic. The closer he got to the bar itself, the more I began to think that Carly might not be coming at all.

So. What did Sam want?

This was definitely weird.

I set aside the glass I'd been wiping out and leaned against the counter as Sam approached. "Hey... what's up?"

pyrokinetic_ April 6 2005, 10:21:03 UTC

"Hey... what's up?"Now or never Howell. Get it over with ( ... )

solidloyalty April 6 2005, 15:03:51 UTC

"Hey."

Well, he's definitely not happy to see me. Never in my wildest dreams would I assume that he would be.

"Carly's doing the whole playing with Julia thing so she'll be spending more time with her since I'll be gone for the week, so..."

'So' what? 'So don't have sex with my girlfriend while I'm gone, okay?' Was that what this was about? Did he honestly think that I'm so seedy and underhanded that I would lower myself to being some kind of homewrecker just because I had a week alone with Carly? I had promised to help Carly out, nothing more. All of the other responsible people had other responsibilities to attend to. I was just stepping up to the plate to help out a friend. One of my best friends. What kind of person would I be if I'd turned her down?

"So I wanted to come here and apologize for the crap that happened. From both me and Carly. You were trying to be nice, and I wasn't helping anything."

"It's cool," I said with a shrug. "Carly was drunk, you were just trying to do damage control. ... it's not a big deal."

"And ( ... )

pyrokinetic_ April 6 2005, 20:10:43 UTC

"It's cool, Carly was drunk, you were just trying to do damage control. ... it's not a big deal."

He's being too freakin' nice about this, it's disgusting. Cool of him, yeah, but really really disgusting. Why can't he get pissed? I'm pissed. Why can't he get pissed? This is bullshit.

"Yeah. And in the event that she can't, she'll have some help. You don't have anything to worry about, Sam."

The hell I don't.

Although, he looks like he means it. Which, is not only more disgusting, makes me feel twice as guilty. God damn it! What is this? Carly cursing me to feel bad for being a jackass to a guy I'm actually allowed to hate? She had something done, didn't she ( ... )

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