I dont know what to do with my self anymore im stupid and i am nothing i dont get what i did wrong.. im such a dumbass for thinking it would happen im so mad at my self i need thearpy or something my life is pointless i need to talk to someone before i dont know i hate my self i cant pretend im happy because im not and im not going to lie to myself ( Read more... )

so today my cousin and i are hanging out with brittany and then after we are suppose to be hanging out with kim last night a bunch of people came over it was pretty sweet...i am coming home on tuesday with my cousin im really super excited i get to go to partys and go jet skiing with my brother and his friends im so happy so let me know if you ( Read more... )

ugh i seriously cannot decide between holly high skool and west bloomfield :( i fucking hate this.... I miss my friends i miss zach ALOT. up north has been fun but i wanna go home..and jet ski with my brother and his hotttttttties!! as in friends lol i wish i could take ash cuz she didnt get to go last time but yah w/e i hope i can take someone... ( Read more... )

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yah i just got up and im tired but this is funny..

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im bored but this is funn so read it ( Read more... )

This is a point less entry...

Im bored and tired i think im going to go and nap

I miss you so much i cant stand it right now and it makes me want to cry i just dont know what to say anymore :/

Other then that im having a good summer and everything is well .<3

told you it was pointless comment if your not too entirly bored

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so emily ann is over right now shes a hottie with a body i think we are gonna go swimming we just got up like 2.5 seconds ago so yah and my sister was gonna graduate but i guess not so w/e later today miss jennifer ashlee lowman is suppose to be coming over!! so it should be a fun weekend!! skools out bitchs!!!!!

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Omg today is gonna be an amazing day and all the rest of you bitches have to go to red oaks we are going to

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