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i can't believe it's come to this. after years and years of work to avoid the stuff, i'm done in by freaking cram school.
[i can't believe i've gotten myself hooked on coffee. i swore it would never come to this, and for so long i've always made a point of rebelling against aniki and his coffee at every turn. ....but a couple weeks ago the guy's made a pot next door... and i was out of cola... and kaneda didn't have any caffeine... and i just caved. i was desperate. fuck. i can't believe i caved.
it was only supposed to be that one time, but it was so effective. no sugar, unlike pop, so i wasn't bouncing off the walls while i was trying to concentrate. and i had a test that next day, so i had it again, i mean, what the hell, right? ...it's just that now i can't imagine making it through cram school without a freaking shot of espresso anymore. god. i'm so fucked.
aniki can never, ever know about this. i'll die before i admit to this.]
[i can't believe i've gotten myself hooked on coffee. i swore it would never come to this, and for so long i've always made a point of rebelling against aniki and his coffee at every turn. ....but a couple weeks ago the guy's made a pot next door... and i was out of cola... and kaneda didn't have any caffeine... and i just caved. i was desperate. fuck. i can't believe i caved.
it was only supposed to be that one time, but it was so effective. no sugar, unlike pop, so i wasn't bouncing off the walls while i was trying to concentrate. and i had a test that next day, so i had it again, i mean, what the hell, right? ...it's just that now i can't imagine making it through cram school without a freaking shot of espresso anymore. god. i'm so fucked.
aniki can never, ever know about this. i'll die before i admit to this.]