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this captain gig is tough.
i really do love it, i'm just totally wiped.
this whole authority thing really takes some getting used to though. not that i'm having any doubts. i mean, i worked for this, i definitely want it. it's just, i get the feeling that people are looking at me differently now that i'm the one calling the shots. well, most people anyways.
i just don't know what i'm supposed to do with this one guy. fuck, but does he ever get on my nerves. i mean, he seems like he's a good kid, and he plays pretty well, but he's got such a shit attitude most the time.
i'm not saying he doesn't have the right to be in a bad mood sometimes, but it's going way farther than that. that perpetual dark cloud of his is frustrating as hell. it's one thing to just be a grouch, but he's really pushing his luck with his all his upper-class men too. i don't want to have to pull anything drastic, but some of the guys are really giving me hell about it. i just can't remember the last time i saw someone such lack of respect for authority.... fuck, scratch that.
i don't know how to get through to this kid, and just thinking about it is making me crazier than it should. where the hell do mizuki-san and oushi get all their fucking patience from?
i really do love it, i'm just totally wiped.
this whole authority thing really takes some getting used to though. not that i'm having any doubts. i mean, i worked for this, i definitely want it. it's just, i get the feeling that people are looking at me differently now that i'm the one calling the shots. well, most people anyways.
i just don't know what i'm supposed to do with this one guy. fuck, but does he ever get on my nerves. i mean, he seems like he's a good kid, and he plays pretty well, but he's got such a shit attitude most the time.
i'm not saying he doesn't have the right to be in a bad mood sometimes, but it's going way farther than that. that perpetual dark cloud of his is frustrating as hell. it's one thing to just be a grouch, but he's really pushing his luck with his all his upper-class men too. i don't want to have to pull anything drastic, but some of the guys are really giving me hell about it. i just can't remember the last time i saw someone such lack of respect for authority.... fuck, scratch that.
i don't know how to get through to this kid, and just thinking about it is making me crazier than it should. where the hell do mizuki-san and oushi get all their fucking patience from?