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[lustrouslylily]

I'm awake again. Five days later...

I'm sorry to anyone who might have needed me for anything.

Did I miss much?

[Private to James, Remus, Sirius, Luna and Suki; easily hackable]

You guys are all okay, right?

[[OOC: So I'm going to try my hand at returning...ish. I'm still gonna say I'm on slowatus, but the kitty stuff got pushed back cause

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[sevenyrsworldly]

[He's deliberated about sending this message.] Should probably introduce myself since we're from the same home. If the others haven't done it for me already.

[Remembering what Luna told him.] I'm Harry. A few years behind Luna's time.

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[lustrouslylily]

[It takes Lily a moment to respond, because for a second there she forgot how to breathe. Getting a text from Harry, her future son, was surprising even if she's wanted to talk to him since she heard he'd arrived.]

Hi Harry. They did tell me, but I wouldn't skip the introductions for the world. I'm Lily...obviously.

Forgive me for being a little bit...awkward? I'm honestly not sure how to react...I want to say it's a pleasure to meet you, but it really isn't in a place like this, not under these circumstances.

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[sevenyrsworldly]

[Tell him about it, sort of nerve wracking when you're "meeting" someone who isn't supposed to exist in either time frame that they're from. What with being dead or not even a twinkle in her eye.]

Ah, yeah. Luna told me that she...let things slip? I haven't exactly told James or the others yet. They just think that we're related somehow, cousins. I understand, I wouldn't have been able to dream about meeting everyone like this.

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[lustrouslylily]

She did...I was going to ask her more about you, actually...but I guess that's not necessary now.

I know it's very strange for me to say it, and I'm sure it will be just as strange for you to hear it, too, but I hope we can...be friends?

It's not like I can really be a good mother at age sixteen. Not the right kind, anyway!

[Lily is going to pretend like she doesn't have the urge to cry, not like anyone is there to witness it if she did let herself do it.]

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[sevenyrsworldly]

[It's a shame this is text, can't see that grin that would definitely remind her of James.]

I don't mind answering any questions, well. There are some, but there's a good reason for hiding those answers.

I hope so. But I'd be happy for any kind of mothering. [Okay. Maybe that might spill something.]

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[lustrouslylily]

[Lily doesn't like the feeling in the pit of her stomach that she has reading that. What does that even mean? Of course she would have mothered him properly!

Also, she wishes they were in person as well. This whole 'sending letters through devices' thing is very distant and she's not sure if she likes it. Lily might make it a point to stop making text posts...]

Maybe this goes into things that shouldn't be said, and I'll understand if you don't want to tell me, but what do you mean by that? "Any kind of mothering". I would be a liar if I acted like hearing that didn't make me wonder...

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[sevenyrsworldly]

[Well, she does have his room number with thanks to James. Could make a walk to it.]

I lived with your sister a lot. For safety reasons since no one really believed that Voldemort was dead. It's nothing against your mothering style... [He cuts it off there, not sure if he should call her 'mother' or 'Lily'.]

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[lustrouslylily]

[She might after she freaks out alone in her own room, especially at hearing that Harry stayed with Petunia.

Why in the world would he have stayed with Petunia, unless she wasn't in the picture? Lily would never in a million years leave a child of her's unless something happened to her. She may not know much about her future, or herself because she's still growing as a person, but that is one thing she is sure of.

And that idea has tears stinging her eyes as she types to him, and she can't even be bothered to go through the effort of trying to add in punctuation or anything.]

did something happen to me

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[sevenyrsworldly]

[He keeps from replying for a long time, trying to think of any way that he could keep from upsetting her. That reply clearly says that she is.]

Hiding is all. I promise. [This will bite him in the ass later.]

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[lustrouslylily]

[Well that reply stopped her from having a mental breakdown at least, and she's taking a deep breath to try to calm down. This is exactly why she doesn't like hearing about her future...it seems like every time it's just another blow to her heart.

But she also can't stop herself from asking about it, either. Curiosity killed the cat.]

hiding?

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[sevenyrsworldly]

From Voldemort, he didn't like you and some others standing against him.

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[lustrouslylily]

right, okay

It makes some sense...

I am sorry, though...I know if I could have been there always, I would have. Just....know that, okay? I really don't like thinking of leaving you in Petunia's hands, even if she is my sister. Anyone's hands but my own, really. I should have been there with you, no matter what...

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[sevenyrsworldly]

I know, I don't blame you and James for leaving me with her. But this is sort of a second chance.

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[lustrouslylily]

You're right...

Well. I guess it's my first chance, isn't it? Since I only just met you and all.

[text] Question, what font are you using? /curious It always shows up small in emails

[sevenyrsworldly]

So long as we're here we'll have a lot of time.

[text] I'm....not sure >> lol I thought it was the html doing that but apparently not

[lustrouslylily]

Right. We better make it count.

Speaking of...I would like to see you in person sometime soon, okay?