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Twenty-Third Fire ~ Alessa Gillespie ~ [Audio]

Jun 05, 2011 10:28

First, I'm going to say that I'm fine. I'm not hurt or anything, so no one has to be worried. [Because look at that, she's noticed that people usually take things like the following request as a sign she's hurt and needs help.]

But I'd really like it if no one came to my room this week. That includes my family. It's a religious week and I can't see ( Read more... )

c: jonathon, alessa gillespie, c: sollux captor, c: dick grayson

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[Audio] notasidedick June 5 2011, 20:55:59 UTC

[[OOC: I think canonically Dick had a bible? BUT I DON'T KNOW SINCE THEY DON'T MENTION IT VERBALLY THAT HE'S RELIGIOUS. 8|]]

I get the feeling that it isn't a religious reason why you don't wish to have anyone around this week, but I'll also refrain from asking why unless you're open to speaking about it.

However, you don't have to talk to me in person but you can always contact me if you need someone to speak to Alessa. I just thought you'd like to know that you have someone around if you need it.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 5 2011, 21:40:27 UTC

Thank you. That actually means a lot.

[Audio] notasidedick June 5 2011, 21:46:41 UTC

It's never a problem. Just stay safe alright? Things have been kind of weird this week already.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 6 2011, 03:39:47 UTC

Weird? How?

[Audio] notasidedick June 6 2011, 04:20:09 UTC

I don't know about anyone else. But I've had sudden compulsory wants to do things I usually would never want to do.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 6 2011, 04:47:46 UTC

...Like what?

[Audio] notasidedick June 6 2011, 04:53:44 UTC

Wanting to hurt loved ones? I don't know why. Even those I just like. Hell I'd probably want to hurt you too. But I don't at the same time. It's confusing.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 6 2011, 14:14:53 UTC

...Like you still love them and all, but you just really, really want to hurt them?

[Audio] notasidedick June 6 2011, 20:20:38 UTC

Exactly that. And I hate the feeling of it, because I know I don't want to do it either.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 7 2011, 00:40:56 UTC

...Oh.

It's an experiment?

[Audio] notasidedick June 7 2011, 01:01:44 UTC

It has to be. I refuse to think I would want to do something like hurt other people because I want to see them hurt.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 7 2011, 02:03:13 UTC

...That makes me feel better.

[Audio] notasidedick June 7 2011, 02:05:41 UTC

I'm assuming you've had similar thoughts then.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 9 2011, 23:12:11 UTC

...Yeah.

[Audio] notasidedick June 9 2011, 23:28:58 UTC

Then just hold out. After this week, we'll be able to see everyone we want without those thoughts.

[Audio] hurtandscared June 11 2011, 19:16:39 UTC

Y-yeah. And we'll make up for lost time. You know, with hugs and stuff.

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