10th Crack in the Universe // Amy Pond

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[The feed opens to show the flushed face of Amy Pond who is not very pleased at all. She messes with the ‘berry for a second to prop it up before stepping back. She’s wearing a white dress and almost blends into the blankness of the room, save for her shock of ginger hair. It’s not just any dress though, it’s a wedding dress. She crosses her arms

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[tessenwarrior]

[Just tears.]

Amy...

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[kiss0gram]

Suki! [Amy is very glad to see her. It all starts coming back, the memories of her last days in the facility. There are so many more memories stretching out after them that they were almost swallowed up. Tears prick at the corners of her eyes.] I'm so sorry I wasn't around. That I was gone. It was just after we lost Remus and Sirius. How long has it been now? I don't even know.

[The words come out in a rush but she finally stops in takes a breath.]

How are you?

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[tessenwarrior]

[She takes a deep breath.]

James is gone now too.

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[kiss0gram]

J-... [Now that wasn't expected.] James?

Oh Suki. I-... [What could she say that wasn't just a repetition of the same useless sentiment? You never realize how little "I'm sorry" really does until you use it entirely too often.]

I suppose it's not that surprising. You knew our boys, I'm not sure how long any of them could last without the others. They were the best and worst of each other. Maybe it's the best. That they for the most part... went together.

When did it happen?

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[tessenwarrior]

About two weeks ago. I've... I've been kinda out of it for awhile.

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[kiss0gram]

Of course you have. [Amy hates to see Suki like this. She misses James, she misses all of them. But she knows it must be so much worse for Suki. She knows she can't make the pain go away but she has an idea.]

I don't know if this will help but I want to tell you something. A story. Is that alright?

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[tessenwarrior]

A story? Sure.

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[kiss0gram]

Alright, so. There's this bloke, Rory. He's my, well... [Amy smiles to herself before gesturing to the dress she's wearing.] He's my husband now.

But there was a time when I lost him. He died in my arms. And I didn't just lose him, I lost all of my memories of him as well. But a memory can be a resilient thing and not everything could be erased, so for a time I had these feelings of sadness that I couldn't explain. That horrible feeling of having lost something oh so important that you can't for the life of you remember. Let me just say it's never something you want to experience, especially if you ever get to the point where you realize what you'd forgotten for so long. And how could you have ever possibly forgotten them?

I was lucky though and I got him back. Through some completely miraculous series of events, I got that idiot back. [She's a bit choked up but she fights through it.] And truthfully, I don't what I ever would have done if I didn't

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[tessenwarrior]

[Tears started to form in Suki eyes as Amy told her story. She didn't mean to, nor did she want to, but Suki began to cry. The tears rolled down her cheeks, but she was still smiling behind it all.]

I won't forget him. I can't. He's too important to me.

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[kiss0gram]

I'm glad. [The tears are a bit concerning but the smile reassures Amy. She smiles.] Well, I hope it helped, at least a bit. It's nice to share that with someone.

I must say, that as horrible as this place may be, I can't find it in myself to regret it completely. Just having the opportunity to meet so many different people, from all these different worlds. Even if our time together is short and full of experiments, I don't think I could ever regret meeting any of you.

And Suki, as long as I'm still around, I'm here for you. Whenever you need me.

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[tessenwarrior]

Thank you Amy. And I know I'm still pretty much a mess right now, but I'm here for you.

I'm really happy you thought you were from their world. It's nice to have someone to talk to.

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[kiss0gram]

[Amy laughs.] Yeah. That was a pretty amazing week. Not only was I magical but I gained so many years with them. We grew up together, at least from my prospective. I've seen lots of things traveling with the Doctor, but nothing quite like their world.

And, thank you. At least something good came out of this. A new friendship.

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[tessenwarrior]

Their world is an interesting one. I enjoyed it when I thought I was from there. I didn't know them though, Remus, Sirius and James. I went during a different time, but I know we would've been friends there too.

It did.