...really bad last few days. hugs would be appreciated. thanx..

family christmas party. the three F's. Forced Family Fun. yes i had to go. i do dread this every year. its my mothers side. and if you don't know my mother, she is quiet simply insane. and most of my mothers side is like that. with variations. there's alot of us. my mom has 7 sisters and one brother. but some of the aunts couldn't come because they ( Read more... )

i had a really weird nightmare last night. not that scary, just disturbing. i had a dream where i was in someone elses body looking up at a wood ceiling but it had corpes pouring out of the holes. but these corpses were torn and mauled so bad they weren't recongnizable. they looked burn and they just seemed like mounds of flesh and bones. they were ( Read more... )

This vacation kind of sucked besides a few parts =/

100 Random Things About Me or that I Believe ( Read more... )

Anyone ever notice how Mrs.Ferry is always so monotoned that you fall asleep in class? I have -_ ( Read more... )

i hate parties that i am not invited to

this is the last straw. on the way home my mother told me i can never see matt again until i am sixteen. i hate this....idk how or even if i will get by. i am sick of my mother. i am sick of crying and i am sick of trying to contain myself from extremities. i cannot call matt nor see him.... i feel sick. and i just want to escape. i don't know how ( Read more... )

i am getting really sick of my mother and her bullshit. i make plans for the weekend. tell her about it. she says she'll have to check the day. so i tell her i will let her know but it is def. this weekend. so then today i bring it up. she denies i ever brought it up. she tells he she has planned for her, my father, me to go to new hamspire for a ( Read more... )

flargh. i want to earn money XD