Its funny to think if someone who didn’t know me at all read this. Its not a good measurement of how my life is at all. But I guess anyone that documents everything about there life doesn’t have that great of one. Well as always time has raced with me and I find myself updating a month later feeling like everything was a dream. It scares me how ( Read more... )

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Woosh. Already July. Well, in case those of you who didn’t know were wondering, my spineless self wimped out and did go to national fest. Fun? Yes. My roommates (Max,Mitch&Cal) were awesome and it was a general good time. Worth it? Not too sure. Oh well, its done. No regrets, I’ll just have to figure out another way to save the world. Not much more ( Read more... )

Okay, so it’s like 3:00 in the morning, but I can’t sleep because this is driving me insane. So I’m online and Zack (who is probably reading this right now, *waves*) ims me. Out of the blue and tells me about how he saw Carmen at the movies and then Shanique ims me and, okay this make no sense. I just miss what could’ve been and what was. And ( Read more... )

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Okay. So I’ve moved on. This can’t happen anymore. I’m better, the sickness is subsiding. And that’s what it was. This wasn’t love, it was an obsession, a crazy stalker-esque obsession, love is between two people. I’m better, and even being attracted to people in this state…. like people should be. He brought me nothing but misery and angst and all ( Read more... )

Okay, I have to write this entry, to if anything maintain my sanity. Life has been, well, life. I’ve been busy like a mofo and this year has ended. Well almost. I still have a few more painful days of begging for grades from my teachers. On a side note, aren’t you lovin the new format. I thought a change would be nice. Plus the commands are in ( Read more... )

STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!

Omg. This is the awesomest photo ever. Its by this guy on Carmen's DeviantArt and.. just.. wow. Carmen's is too. I'd post them all, but my comp would like overload. So of you like this, the guy's user name is Wilby3000 and I highly recommend that you all go to Carmen's Deviant art. Es muy awesome. Anyway, this is this guy's piece and its called

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I have started to write this entry about 15 times now and each attempt results in the same manner. There is so much to say and so little memory in my head. The moments that I have experienced are either so precious or so painful that a blurb would not do them justice.

I’ve miraculously survived March and April is flying on by. Well I guess I ( Read more... )