Still working on room but i'm getting ready to paint/wash ceiling b/c it really needs it... 9 months today but she's not here so i guess i'll go

hey yeah i haven't written in a while...its been fun the last few days..got a new skateboard..finally and some clothes at the mall..and u can catch me at GJ user name Fallen_4N7..later

Well today i hurt my elbow and well i hope i didn't crack anything doesn't feel like it but it hurts like hurt to bend it..Tuesday,thursday, and Saturday should be fun wuith Jen, and my damn elbow better not hurt, and i  don't care if i have to wear a sleave b/c i'm not gonna wear it, and i will go swimming at Jen's tomorrow...so F U elbow go the ( Read more... )

Man i feel better today, maybe i act certain ways b/c i was tired at 12 last night, i'm not used to talking when i'm tired maybe.. o well doesn't matter its in the past, thank you jen, maybe i can still go over to her house today, and i'll try talking more, b/c i don't talk much, and i'm gonna bring out skateboarding again, i sort of quit when i ( Read more... )

man i wish i  didn't have soo many probelms, b/c they hurt that special person, and i dont' want that, i gotta get over it some how, some way or that person will hate me, i have for seen it in a dream, i can't go on like this, i need to change my attitude, be how i used to be, happy, hang with friends more, if possible, i really need to cheer up or ( Read more... )

Well i have relized that if i don't get attention from a certain someone, i get really really sad, almost to make me cry, damn it i hate being so sensative, i swear i am so whimpy, and i just got back from band concert at school, and when the person didn't give me attention i just wanted to walk away and roam the halls alone, but its b/c of band , ( Read more... )

Man i am strange minded i think wierd things in my mind, and sometimes things that make me mad..and gez whats up with that... I am a slave of my parents and a slave to my mind, i will get through this b/c fate doesn't seem real... B/c i am gonna be in control of my life

Well today i was happy/excited b/c jen got home , i have missed her so, i felt really empty inside and some people try to take her spot, but fail miserably, and i'm tired and sleepy and those are the same but i don't care byez

People try to take advantage of jen and mine's separation just b/c they are on vaction doesn't mean u can just start hitting on one of us...gez..can't u see we are happyand not gonna break up, we trust each other ...so  go find a tree to screw...damn

Well today was better i wasn't sad at all.. i was just so happy that Jen exsists. Not sure where i'd be without her...prob lonely like i was b4 i met her..anyways yeah the HIM concert is Philly tomorrow night... man that be kool to go but even better would be a cky concert but they mainly play in Cali. and Europe, and the English rock on there... ( Read more... )