Am I Being Too Mean D=....?
Before the big question, a little story first.
I've been in college for about a year and a half now. In my first year with my fellow Biology major students, there was a normal guy there. He'd always be around where I was, but I really didn't notice because either 1.) I never cared or 2.) I'm just dense like that. He tries to impress the class all the time, but only ends up making a fool out of himself (seriously). I also noticed then that he would be one of my regular classmates who would accompany me home (we were a group), despite the fact that there was a quicker, cheaper route back to his house. But back then, I didn't give a damn, 'cause other things were more important in life for me, like Tales. -shot-
Anyway, I think you guys pretty much get where this is going. Eventually, I found out that he did have a thing for me, and by then, I already knew, but was just pretending not to know. I mean, I didn't want any... (wait a sec, why is Firefox marking the word "didn't" as a mispelled word??) -- I didn't want any kind of distractions in life... and flat out, I didn't like him at all. He actually annoyed me a lot (I hate conceited people who have nothing to be conceited about). He however, didn't have the courage to tell me face to face, so he used one of my classmates as a mediator between us. So, I told my friend flat out: "Please tell him to stop it, I have no interest in him, and in dating anyone else, for that matter."
The reply was "Me? Forget her? In her dreams."
And for some funny reason, I found this reply very, very annoying. But I just shrugged it off, thinking he'd give up when he finally realizes he'd have no chance (I'm not being hard to get, I'm just not interested in dating anyone at all).
But this however, annoyed me a whole lot:
I was walking along the corridors to my next class. I was at the door, and through a small crack, I saw that only the boys were there, including him. I sighed and started to walk toward the library instead, but they caught my attention when one said, "Recite the line you're gonna tell Abby when she comes! Recite it! Practice it!"
Of course, it made me a bit interested, so I stayed by the door to listen. Just to point out, I spend most of my free time at class playing with my best friend's DS. As in, almost all the time... XD
The line was, "Your favorite handheld is the DS right (me: lol no it isn't)? When I grow up, I want to be a DS, so that you'd touch me all the time."
... I just stood there out the door, staring at the wall like... hmmm, wearing a sarcastic face, I think? I gave them a full 10 seconds so that they could finish their laughing fit, and I entered the room. They all went quiet, but I payed no heed. I quietly went to my seat and pulled out my MP3 player, put it in full volume (Follow the Nightingale :3), and slumped down on the desk. I heard footsteps approach. Before he could even get near my table, I brought my head up and glared. I just glared, and he went back to his seat. The boys laughed out loud, but I didn't care.
The next annoying thing that happened was already during our second semester of the first year. We were tasked to create a video for Sociology showing the different social problems one has to face. So, they were showing theirs... and it felt strangely familiar. A girl who came from a province, now in the big city, falls in love with a guy who does nothing but play on his PSP, yet she never gives up on him, etc etc etc. The dialogue was very, very similar to something that happened in real life.
I however, ignored it. I mean, why should I be affected so much?
But... this is when I blew a fuse...
Again, same scenario, I was walking to the classroom. The boys were there again, this time, with a few of the girls. They were having a discussion, and this is what I remembered:
"Just give up already," said one of the girls. "She doesn't like you, and that's that."
"Yeah, pare (pare is like, compadre, or something)," said his guy friend. "There are still so many other girls out there. Just find another one."
He shook his head. "No way, man. I don't want any other girl."
Me: rolls eyes
"It's all that stupid Tales of's fault."
I jumped at this sentence. Excuse me?
"All she ever does is play Tales of Innocence on that DS. All she talks about is the Tales of games or something. She goes online for long hours just because of her site with all Tales in it. She's so obsessed with it that she doesn't pay any heed to me, or to other guys," he said.
I don't know what happened, but I found myself clenching my fists at this statement.
"And she's always hugging that... that artbook full of pics of... of..."
"Leon," one of the girls said. Yeah, Leon Magnus. It's the ToDDC premium box art book that he's talking about.
"Yeah, that. Why does she fantasize so much about those fictional characters anyway?" he demanded. "What's so great about that Leon anyway? I've seen his pics online. He looks like such a girl. And a snob."
I felt my eyes close I tried to contain the emotions within me.
"And especially that Ruca. Such a sissy. Saw some vids on YouTube of him cowering like a puppy."
.... That's what's so awesome about him, dumbass...
"And hell, that Jade character she also likes? Such an ass."
.... FUCK YOU.
That was the last straw. I barged in and grabbed him by the collar.
"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!" I yelled at him. "HOW DARE YOU MAKE FUN OF THE TALES SERIES?! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO MAKE FUN OF IT??!" I saw for once that he looked afraid. My classmates tried to stop me, but I continued. "This is the last time... DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME! DON'T YOU DARE EVEN COME NEAR ME! YOUR EXISTENCE IS NOTHING TO ME AS OF NOW, YOU DON'T EXIST ANYMORE. FUCK YOU!"
That's when I let go of him, went to my seat, put say goodbye & good day to full volume, and slept, waiting for the next class...
.... Was I too mean? He's no longer at school, he moved to somewhere in the mountains (SRSLY), but I always hear from his guy friends that he's still in love with me. Not that I care lol. Yes, I'm mean like that.
I've been in college for about a year and a half now. In my first year with my fellow Biology major students, there was a normal guy there. He'd always be around where I was, but I really didn't notice because either 1.) I never cared or 2.) I'm just dense like that. He tries to impress the class all the time, but only ends up making a fool out of himself (seriously). I also noticed then that he would be one of my regular classmates who would accompany me home (we were a group), despite the fact that there was a quicker, cheaper route back to his house. But back then, I didn't give a damn, 'cause other things were more important in life for me, like Tales. -shot-
Anyway, I think you guys pretty much get where this is going. Eventually, I found out that he did have a thing for me, and by then, I already knew, but was just pretending not to know. I mean, I didn't want any... (wait a sec, why is Firefox marking the word "didn't" as a mispelled word??) -- I didn't want any kind of distractions in life... and flat out, I didn't like him at all. He actually annoyed me a lot (I hate conceited people who have nothing to be conceited about). He however, didn't have the courage to tell me face to face, so he used one of my classmates as a mediator between us. So, I told my friend flat out: "Please tell him to stop it, I have no interest in him, and in dating anyone else, for that matter."
The reply was "Me? Forget her? In her dreams."
And for some funny reason, I found this reply very, very annoying. But I just shrugged it off, thinking he'd give up when he finally realizes he'd have no chance (I'm not being hard to get, I'm just not interested in dating anyone at all).
But this however, annoyed me a whole lot:
I was walking along the corridors to my next class. I was at the door, and through a small crack, I saw that only the boys were there, including him. I sighed and started to walk toward the library instead, but they caught my attention when one said, "Recite the line you're gonna tell Abby when she comes! Recite it! Practice it!"
Of course, it made me a bit interested, so I stayed by the door to listen. Just to point out, I spend most of my free time at class playing with my best friend's DS. As in, almost all the time... XD
The line was, "Your favorite handheld is the DS right (me: lol no it isn't)? When I grow up, I want to be a DS, so that you'd touch me all the time."
... I just stood there out the door, staring at the wall like... hmmm, wearing a sarcastic face, I think? I gave them a full 10 seconds so that they could finish their laughing fit, and I entered the room. They all went quiet, but I payed no heed. I quietly went to my seat and pulled out my MP3 player, put it in full volume (Follow the Nightingale :3), and slumped down on the desk. I heard footsteps approach. Before he could even get near my table, I brought my head up and glared. I just glared, and he went back to his seat. The boys laughed out loud, but I didn't care.
The next annoying thing that happened was already during our second semester of the first year. We were tasked to create a video for Sociology showing the different social problems one has to face. So, they were showing theirs... and it felt strangely familiar. A girl who came from a province, now in the big city, falls in love with a guy who does nothing but play on his PSP, yet she never gives up on him, etc etc etc. The dialogue was very, very similar to something that happened in real life.
I however, ignored it. I mean, why should I be affected so much?
But... this is when I blew a fuse...
Again, same scenario, I was walking to the classroom. The boys were there again, this time, with a few of the girls. They were having a discussion, and this is what I remembered:
"Just give up already," said one of the girls. "She doesn't like you, and that's that."
"Yeah, pare (pare is like, compadre, or something)," said his guy friend. "There are still so many other girls out there. Just find another one."
He shook his head. "No way, man. I don't want any other girl."
Me: rolls eyes
"It's all that stupid Tales of's fault."
I jumped at this sentence. Excuse me?
"All she ever does is play Tales of Innocence on that DS. All she talks about is the Tales of games or something. She goes online for long hours just because of her site with all Tales in it. She's so obsessed with it that she doesn't pay any heed to me, or to other guys," he said.
I don't know what happened, but I found myself clenching my fists at this statement.
"And she's always hugging that... that artbook full of pics of... of..."
"Leon," one of the girls said. Yeah, Leon Magnus. It's the ToDDC premium box art book that he's talking about.
"Yeah, that. Why does she fantasize so much about those fictional characters anyway?" he demanded. "What's so great about that Leon anyway? I've seen his pics online. He looks like such a girl. And a snob."
I felt my eyes close I tried to contain the emotions within me.
"And especially that Ruca. Such a sissy. Saw some vids on YouTube of him cowering like a puppy."
.... That's what's so awesome about him, dumbass...
"And hell, that Jade character she also likes? Such an ass."
.... FUCK YOU.
That was the last straw. I barged in and grabbed him by the collar.
"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!" I yelled at him. "HOW DARE YOU MAKE FUN OF THE TALES SERIES?! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO MAKE FUN OF IT??!" I saw for once that he looked afraid. My classmates tried to stop me, but I continued. "This is the last time... DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME! DON'T YOU DARE EVEN COME NEAR ME! YOUR EXISTENCE IS NOTHING TO ME AS OF NOW, YOU DON'T EXIST ANYMORE. FUCK YOU!"
That's when I let go of him, went to my seat, put say goodbye & good day to full volume, and slept, waiting for the next class...
.... Was I too mean? He's no longer at school, he moved to somewhere in the mountains (SRSLY), but I always hear from his guy friends that he's still in love with me. Not that I care lol. Yes, I'm mean like that.