When I look at it.......

Oct 18, 2004 17:11

When I sit back right now, I look at how fucked up my life is. I just found out that my checking account was overdrawn 60$.... not good. I'm dropping my 100$ japanese class because it's too hard. I have really bad grades ALREADY. fuck fuck.... this sucks. I'm going to FIDM this weekend and I really hope I can bring Tyler along. My mom has been ( Read more... )

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leftheartbroken October 18 2004, 17:17:50 UTC
Er im sorry, but only 2 more weeks til tyler goes to ur house. And only one more stressful year to put up with til you see tyler for a long time. Im sorry about ur mom and everything else. Hopefully FIDM is going to be fun for you

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a7x13slitsxxx October 18 2004, 18:19:36 UTC
Thank you Kenneth. I appriciate it very much.

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xagonyxscenex October 18 2004, 18:16:50 UTC
You make it sound like no one cares, and i care more than you can ever believe. Id fix all of this for you if i could, but it doesnt work that way. I understand that the Japanese class is stressful... it happens, theres no reason you can't pick it up later in your life. You should get your grades up.. just fix whatever is wrong, whether it means studying a bit more than you want to or something.. i dont think it would take up that much time. The only advice i can give to you about your mom drinking is talk to her. She only sees it as her problem until you tell her how its hurting you. Im always here for you, and it hurts when you put things that make it seem like no one is there.

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a7x13slitsxxx October 18 2004, 18:21:05 UTC
I know you're here for me sweetie. But you know, it's really hard cause I wish you could physically be here with me.

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xslash_thatx October 18 2004, 19:06:15 UTC
Hey Cal.
You know I always see when you're stressed, and I'm always sad to see it more often than not in your journal. I'm ALWAYS here.. e-mail or phone, if you ever need someone, though it seems you have a very loving boyfriend who'd listen any day to you. You're almost out of school and away from your mom, so hang in there. I know you can.

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sxe_veg_guitar October 18 2004, 20:07:10 UTC
I stumbled across this entry while I was reading Brennan's friend's entries. I don't even know who Brennan is, but I like to read the entries of Danielle's friends when I'm bored, or just curious. I'm sorry about your mom. Dealing with parents can be tough. Dealing with parents with problems can be even tougher. I never talk to your boyfriend, but I know he's a nice and cool person. He'll get you through this. Music will get you through this. Friends will get you through this. I just wanted you to know that I'm listening.

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sxe_veg_guitar October 18 2004, 20:35:33 UTC
DAMN IT who the fuck are you?!? No one in the fucking world knows who you are. You commented on a bunch of other ppl's LJ. And all you do is like try to give fucking adive, wat a fucking whore. DUDE just shut the fuck up and dont comment on ppl's LJs that wen you dont no who they belong to. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP

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a7x13slitsxxx October 18 2004, 21:49:11 UTC
You're an idiot, that's just what you did... stupid

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speechless__ October 18 2004, 23:27:35 UTC
I AGREE!

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