ive noticed that i havent cared about anything latley.
i want to do what i want to do.
and thats that.

and thats where i get fucked over.

my summer might consist of:
no phone
no myspace
no pheonix
no shows
no nothing

oh well.

thats what i deserve

it just kills to know i cant use my phone
i like have to talk to rene or i get all retarded
ahhaha

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things are good in my life.
besides a few things of course
but none the less better.
i came to terms with my relationships with people..
and life is easier.

horray for summer.

see you all soon.

<3

things that matter most at this point...

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im done.
i cant do this anymore.
i cant wait.
its not fair to me.
i can never win.

not remembering driving home...

is not good.

i just dont give a fuck about much anymore.

i thought i was ok.

thought i was happy.

guess not today.

oh well.

have you ever felt like you losing someone?
its horrible, isnt it?

thanks for calling best friend.
.ugh.

im sick of everyone treating me like shit.
straight up.
it gets pretty old.
and yes.
if i have to become a bitch to get it to end...
so be it.

ughhhhh
today pissed me off.
fuck it.
its expected anyways.

i shouldnt do this.
im happy for you.
honestly

im sorry.
i just shouldnt have said anything.
but yeah.
im kind of glad i know now.
ugh.
ily.

i feel bad.
ive been so mean to him.
and i dont mean it.
im sorry.
its just i dont want to get back.
with anyone.
and i dont want to talk to him
and have him thinking everythings well
with us and have things go from there.
so i guess i avoided it.
im sorry.
im dumb.
oh well.

.soysauce.

im sick of waiting for you.