my apologies for the last comment. i was at a bad place and have no idea why i tried turning to you; maybe i thought if i really needed you you'd be there for me. yet i should've realized you'll remain convinced of your need to shun my presence for as long as you choose to leave conclusions unquestioned.
maybe it's a good thing you left Colorado when you did. it's absolutely dumping on us. second time in as many weeks. maybe Colorado misses you? i told a friend visiting from Seattle Colorado didn't want her to leave =p i hope your graduation was grand and cheerful; you know i would've went if you invited me. (i write these things here because i no longer know if you use the same email and know you won't respond anyway.)
i hope both of us don't need to be reborn to resume friendship. i somehow wonder if i'll ever be as close to anyone. i think i once said i'd be reborn as your dog. that's probably true =p just remember to feed me and take me for walks, okay? <3
Re: gray-eyed doga__complexJanuary 23 2007, 05:13:35 UTC
wow, gray. I haven't even realized that you've been writing me here. I moved to Oregon. My current email is thus: poly.ony.mouse@gmail.com. I only checked this today because I heard a friends' mother died. How are you? You wrote me in December telling me of the snow. I hope your friend in Seattle made it home okay. Graduation was...what it was. No big thing, since my family doesn't seem to care about much. How is your mother? I have no negative feelings towards you and I apologize for my past and how I've reacted to your kindness: I wasn't ready to understand it. I'm very lucky that you see me as such an influential, kindrid human, but I think you are the one full of spirit and intention. I'm merely a watcher. Nevertheless, thank you for where you've been/what you've been
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maybe it's a good thing you left Colorado when you did. it's absolutely dumping on us. second time in as many weeks. maybe Colorado misses you? i told a friend visiting from Seattle Colorado didn't want her to leave =p i hope your graduation was grand and cheerful; you know i would've went if you invited me. (i write these things here because i no longer know if you use the same email and know you won't respond anyway.)
i hope both of us don't need to be reborn to resume friendship. i somehow wonder if i'll ever be as close to anyone. i think i once said i'd be reborn as your dog. that's probably true =p just remember to feed me and take me for walks, okay? <3
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