My head hurts. Like really bad. If you asked me to puke, I probably could. I had court today for my accident, had to miss 2 tests. Stuff like that makes me feel unorganizied and shit, whatever--- I just need a good week. A really good week ( Read more... )

. . . I want a few things, but which do I want to happen ( Read more... )

why can't I ever be given a chance?

:-(

"Oh things are gonna happen naturally

And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing..."

Tonight was.... actually I'm not sure how to word tonight. It wasn't great, I'm not sure if good is the word.... maybe more of... relaxing? Yeah, tonight was... relaxing. Me, Vinnie and Alex went to dinner then Alex went off to work. Me and Vinnie people hopped from people we saw. From like CK people to random Andover people, to seaholmers... ( Read more... )

It seems the past couple days of school I've been forced to :-) smile. Everything just isn't right to me for some reason, or very fun. Well I guess everyone's schd. for the most part this year isn't that fun at all (cept for Lacey, lol) anyways... I just feel like nothing is exciting anymore, maybe I'm just talking to soon though ( Read more... )

I think I've been sheltered from some people lately. Havn't really put myself out there - really getting to know the people around me. I mean Yes, I know tons of people.... but do I really know most of them? I think I'm just begining to realize that you can really find to like everything about someone if you just get to know them the right ways ( Read more... )

something is..... missing- I'm not sure what, Everything is fine... I mean I'm on good terms with freinds, family .... I just don't know what it is. Everytime I go out I have fun, but I don't have a lot of fun entirely, like I always go home feeling like something went wrong-- But usually nothing did. I don't know... maybe I just need change, ( Read more... )

Since I don't really like recording my day and all that bullshit in here, I'm just gonna skip over everything that's gone on ( Read more... )

Not to jinx anything, but everything is going good lately. Things are falling back into place... The summer turned out to be just the thing I needed. A break, a break for myself. A break for me to relocate myself.... the person I left behind in 8th grade and forgot to go get.

Just thought I'd say that. Tired. Sleep.