i'm not myself today. it's weird ( Read more... )

okay so details about alot of things ( Read more... )

i think i just went on my 1st date today.... more updates to come.

here i am thinking i'm a college girl, ready for college things. i go to a party tonight, gets broken up by the cops... that's such a high school thing to have done at a party. oh well. i'm in a weird mood. my sister is difficult. and i dont like the taste of certain .... "things" anymore. i cant make myself not taste it either. whatever. i still ( Read more... )

sometimes, the timing of things is so weird and so movie-like, you begin to think...maybe this is all a movie. we watch movies and laugh when the girl happens to be somewhere and the boy also magically happens to be there too, and we say that that stuff never happens in real life. but it does. and when we realize that it does, it makes even more ( Read more... )

today, my dad gave me permission to major in whatever i wanted... well sorta. i had my math final today, and my mom came to visit me today. i guess she saw that i dont like calculus and will probably dread school if i had to eventually go to med school and all that, so when i got back from a study session for humcore tonight, she was with my dad, ( Read more... )

i wanted so much to disappear from your memory so you'd wonder "what happened to her". but absence brings absence. change. but i dont know if i want to talk to you again, or if i'm ready to. i dont know if i want the "let's be cool with each other" sorta deal or if i want the dramatic movie-ike deal where we dont talk for a billion years and all of ( Read more... )

it's so interesting how the important things in life can change depending on what mood you're in or what you're being influenced or inspired by at the moment. and with ever different perspective, they all seem like the "right way you should be thinking." it's so weird how your thoughts can just change so quickly and your stand on things can be ( Read more... )

okay... i said i'd have a big "end of my freshmen year at college" entry... and i still will, but i had to update. on thursday (may 26th), i almost died!!! well... not really, but it was really scary so it seemed like i was almost gonna die. so on thursday, i finished rehearsal for the play that i'm in early, so i went to the kappa sigma party with ( Read more... )

lots of pictures and stories to come..... i think i'm just gonna save all of these pictures and stuff up 'til after this quarter... for like.... a really big, "end of my 1st yr in college" sorta entry type of deal, yeah? hope everyone's been doing well lately, i can't wait for summer break! xoxo ( Read more... )