i'm on a goddamn roll. back in buisness. got all i need.

buckets coming outta my ears.

edit: it's like none of us exist anymore in here.

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it has become clear to me that all my existential complications would be resolved if i had $100 000 in my bank account right now.
what's the deal here? what's next?

i can't even begin to express how shitty everything has been as of late. i'm almost exited to go back to school. which is awful.
my mother took pity. said we would go to san francisco. or new york. i don't really care.
birthday is tomorrow. i don't really care about that either.
bob dylan on the 23rd and 26th.

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new york on wednesday. got tickets to see bob dylan on the 26th. i'm exited. been sober for over 2 weeks now. i'm crawling out of my skull. wednesday, hopefully, will be ridiculous. birthday is soon. everything is dull. cant wait to leave. for good.

also: i am applying to naropa.

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news: hakan is in jail. christ knows why. poor bastard. i walked 50 blocks ( yes 50)in heeled boots and 103degree weather and turns out he was in jail, bob dylan had already left ( yes bob dylan, literally, i was gonna meet him but my train came in late), bonnie was too stressed out and albert was already drunk, spelling his name out with flower ( Read more... )

first of all: tobacco is ridiculously cheap in MA. yay.
also: typewiter later today hopefully. thanks dan. bermuda on thursday. fuck knows why. then NY again.

PS: fuck iran and syria and israel. so corrupt.