she doesnt pinch your hip bones the way i do.
she doesnt bite your lip the way you like.
she doesnt push your hair out of your eyes like i do.
she doesn't know the things to say.
She doesnt know how to get to you like i can.

you're quite right, shes nothing like me.

I wish to feel smaller under your sheets
I wish for the whole truth every time you speak
And I'm thinking 'bout how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arise, smoke cigarettes, sleep

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
And I ( Read more... )

i make messes i cant clean up.
& you have left a bad taste in my mouth.

you're right.
i let you down. i let myself down.

i lost friends.
i lost something.

i hate finding out who people really are.

it's possible, I believe in fate.

I've been told " we'll see what happens"  and i am glad. honestly i have been living like that the last few days and its worked out so well for me.
today was amazing and actually kind of weird.
i skipped school today. and i cleaned the house and made dinner and did laundry.  i now wouldnt mind getting married in theb future.
I am over kyle. but im not ( Read more... )

1. I am really excited for prom.
2. I am done trying to make things happen.
3. I am willing to just wait and see what happens.
4. I am happy about almost everything right now.

i heard everything i needed to last night.

you care.
i know its just complicated.
but it means alot you said those things to your mom.

I have never been so dissapointed, as i was tonight when i saw you like that.

I'll admit,
its not all your fault.
I am to young to understand your "mature" ways.
but some how you dont give up on me.
just let it go,
we can both walk different ways,
and leave it all behind.