my immortal ( Read more... )

My day has been unproductive! If you want to know about the first part, read the first paragraph of Jenn's LJ. After that, I have slept and watched a lil TV. Now, it's time to get back to guitar. I hate today. I hated yesterday. I hate tomorrow. I want to leave again. Why is it that after spending a certain amount of time alone, you start ( Read more... )

"You would have kept those words on your tongue ( Read more... )

Anytime and everytime someone goes soul searching to correct their lives, everything changes...I know this first hand. You won't be back. Once again, I fell too hard too quick, and so, here I am, picking up the pieces. Why is it that the people that love you the most are the ones that feel more hurt and more pain than anyone else. She's gone, ( Read more... )

That was definitely the most unproductive bath ever. I just sat in the water for an hour, and I am as pruned as pruned can get. I love it. Baths always make me feel better!!! So, off to smoke a lil and then to play guitar...gotta wait til my fingers are not pruned to play...haha

Am I just here until something better comes along?

My boss is a total ass, and I got yelled at all day...not only by him, but by the parents of the basketball kids too because today was the tournaments. That definitely sucked a lotta ass. I don't want to get yelled at anymore. I just want someone to come lay in bed with me. Horrible day, and doesn't look like it's going to get ANY better. ( Read more... )

So, I wrote a shitload about being sad and not knowing why things were FUCT UP, and then I updated and went to sleep, but I am back up, and I changed my mind about opening up and shit. I deleted it all, and so, I am here to write a dumb entry about meaningless, trivial shit that no one will care to read ( Read more... )

So, I tried as hard as I could to go to sleep, but I just goddamn can't. I want to drive, but don't have the gas. I think that my roomie's upset about her boyfriend...if he's mean, I swear that I will throw hot spaghetti sauce on him and scald him...yay! Either way, I really want to cuddle and be whiny because I am sick. I have gotten to the ( Read more... )

GODDAMN LOSING SPEED!!!