so. omg i just got back from cancun like two hours ago. flights were uneventful. got there saturday and yeah. the mexican people that worked there were so incredibly nice to us the whole time, maybe cuz i was a girl, maybe not.

i met a guy!! we're just friends though. he's a surfer from california. he also watches/draws anime, and he's a ( Read more... )

has anyone ever felt like they are absolutely sure that they can not make decisions?  it scares me.  every single time i make a big decision i end up thinking i should take it back and mostly, i do!  i hate being indecisive.  either that or i just scramble back from the edge of making a decision and it blows up in my face.  i made the decision to ( Read more... )

well i dyed my hair like a couple days ago.  i've been waiting until i could post pictures but it never looks good enough by the time i get home and i'm an idiot like that.  it's cool.  it's my normal color brown, with little blonde streaks and more prominent red streaks.  it's not as different as i wanted it to be, but i like it.  It'll be cool ( Read more... )

You ever get that where you're not sure you've been alive until like a few months ago ( Read more... )

simply put, i do not know what to do.

he revealed a few things last night that made all the easy freedom seem cold and hard.  he calculated the whole thing.  every bit of confusion and heartache came from him...but then again, so did all the very good things...like love in general.

i need an unbiased opinion...but it needs to come from someone ( Read more... )

so today is my birthday. i had a great time ( Read more... )

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so today was the first day with no seniors. i miss my senior buddies. they're so amazing and i didnt see any of them...it's soooo sad i almost feel like crying. I WILL MISS THEM SOO MUCH. i wont even see robin anymore cuz she has to go to San fransisco. soo sad ( Read more... )

so i finally broke up with john ( Read more... )

so. guess who i see every single day in the halls now? DOuglas ( Read more... )