My closing hasn't come yet. Not yet.

[a_calm_chaos]

So when I'm sick I do a lot of realizing and thinking and what not.
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I realize that I'm holding onto something I know nothing about.
No, make that someone.
I realize I'm turning him into what I want him to be..
not what he is. Because I know what he is. I just hate it.

I realize I don't allow myself to be happy for very long.
I realize I

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[suelovesdavie]

wow! its amazing how parallel my situation is to your situation.