There's a question burning in my mind.
But I'm too afraid to ask it.
Actually, I'm too afraid of the answer..
because I already know what it's going to be.

And I'm afraid of the consequences of asking the question.

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I want summer ( Read more... )

It's amazing how you can be totally wrong about something.

I never, ever though it would come to this.
Why am I this upset?
I've never done this over a boy.
Ever.
I can't stop crying.

It's late ( Read more... )

I'm done worrying.
I've worried myself to death this whole week for nothing.
I quit. I'm never worrying about a boy again.

Especially when I've got no reason too.
This will be the boy I always wait for..

Summer-like rain. Makes me feel little.
I can feel stress building up in me.

I just ate pudding. It's alright.

I'm really nervous.
Like.. extremely nervous.
I don't like this.

EDIT:
I waited.
I waited for that [?]
for nothing?

We didn't even get to talk, and I got nothing.
Now I get to wait another day.
I'll never sleep tonight.

If this is it, I'm through.
I'm never doing this again.
Period.

"Dont end up alone"

Drink lots of Sweet tea,

watch plenty of sunsets,

eat enough brownies,

and shake a lot of hands.

Yeah. I'm on fire.

I got my reassurance.

But he's gone.

And I miss him.

It's just a week.. I'll live.

I can drive, everything's good. :)

Good things never come without

worry

or

doubt

or

an uneasy feeling

or being unable to reassure yourself.