Last year of high school, and I know I should have tried harder. I'm a decent student, I have decent SAT scores, everything is decent, decent, decent
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aww you were the first person to ask that! lets see charlottesville, va; herdon, virginia; athens georgia; muncie indiana; raleigh nc; ithaca ny; raleigh nc; ithaca and raleigh currently. i am in love i am happy. i wake up every morning watching his face and smiling, thankful that we are here together, that we have spent too much time apart. i think of how five years is a beautiful lifetime and how the years keep coming and i feel such joy in that. i am happy but when i create i can turn up darkness like digging up soil. i am going back to school in the fall, i will get a degree in graphics and maybe i will just be a photographer. i want to do something that is good, that helps others and is progressive. i am happy and it is almost summer and i have money for film and my beautiful love and time, so much time.
i move around a lot, but always come back here. to "home" though isn't that supposed to be where the heart is? my mother is a teeter totter of emotions and she's a manic bipolar when we live in foreign countries, though not so when we are in the states (except on occasion of course like recently or that might be depression.) i used to really be popular in school and beautiful and smooth and kind mostly up until about ninth grade when apprarantly i just died, according to my mom. i just "shut down". now i love my own company too mcuh though that is waning also. i'm a little lost. xo
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i used to really be popular in school and beautiful and smooth and kind mostly up until about ninth grade when apprarantly i just died, according to my mom. i just "shut down". now i love my own company too mcuh though that is waning also. i'm a little lost.
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