YES. i'm totally feeling that boredom and fuck-it-all attitude. contemplating allwoing myself to fail a class or two. what do you think about that? i think it would mean that i wasted money, but at the same time i don't want to have to write 4 research papers and study for three finals in the next two weeks.
Yea, I'm doing the same thing with two classes. I'm just sorta...'fuck it all' and whatnot. It would mean no 3.0 which will piss off my parents, but I don't think I'm going to get it anyway, so why waste the energy.
oh, i've been ok great fine not so good. i'm annoyed that i'm not getting much support from anyone close to me, which is making me doubt my decision to leave but i'm not sure if it's the peer/parental pressure or if they're actually right. i don't know. new york and school just makes me so tired and i completely feel like i'm just keeping time, which is a nice and fancy way of saying that i'm wasting it to finish a degree i don't care about. i don't know.
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