hello havnt updated in a while ...i feel like im drifting form some of my friends-

why dont people call anymore just to make someone happy?

uh what else....i guess theres not much

well leave some comments i guess i dunno on what but.yea

i havnt updated in a while

so yea oof i have nothing really to say

school still sucks

uhhh-summer is really soon im so excited

i had a really awesome weekend-but its wednesday  forgot what i did o yea

friday :went to angels house with lauren, so i was glad i got to see him we ended up at the sftf show/party thing it was pretty fun except for ( Read more... )

well im not feeling well at all

today was a depresing long day

i feel weird

like my heart is racing and my body is really slow like its not keeping up with my heart

it hurts-

i think im broken

and i guess only time will mend it

but it feels like time is going by so slow that ill never be fixed-

-...-

well my dad was pretty much really bad

angel made me cry __and more___

my eyes burn

i need a hug really badly

just as things were going so well

one thing

can change that

thats all it takes

-fuck this--and all that it stands for

Im so lazy all the time

School is killing me slowly

Its not even that hard iv just given up

I have no motivation left at all

I HATE school and i dont usually hate thingsfucking shit!

Fucking Shit theres no hope all i can do is wait and hope next year is better

Its HELL-thats all i haf to say

-fuck-

ha well- i feel like i havnt updated in a while so yea ima go ahed and do that

woah i feel a long one cuming-sounded so incredibly wrong

anyways this weekend i went to DISNEY world with Anchor Club (people that went-me amanda gen lauren elana megan ashley jacki christine the sennetts)

friday: well we left school early i got to miss two classes ( Read more... )

well..its that time to update ( Read more... )

well im in computer photo-- HAHA SHANA WTF OMG SHE CRAZY
shes playing a game
shes making loud constipated sounds
and its really really really funny
we are being so loud-haha
NEW ICON ---check it out--i made it -yay-

<----shana! hahahha ( Read more... )

New layout!I made it

mmmmmm: lesly yes i agree heehee jaykay!..uh no