if life had a rewind button, i'd surely return to 12/15/06 at 10:00 a.m., when school let out for the break. but hey, school is what made that time so great anyway- the relief from it. tomorrow morning is the first instruction day of the second semester and i hope to be alert, aware, endured, and healthy from the very start so that i can keep that ( Read more... )

happy new year!

2007.

that number seems so foreign, wow.
well, we'll see :).

take care<33

it's the beginning of winter break & i've been dreaming of this for months <3 ( Read more... )

"..it's about feeling alone when you're not really alone" - Monster

everything schemes and seems against you right now,
and i'm sorry, Chandra, but you're one person.
you pushing through the weight of the world
is a lock of thread putting a fatal storm to its grave-
irrational, unjust, and impossible.
so pour those tears back into their container
and ( Read more... )

i had the most mentally & physically exhausting day yesterday.

my mother is my savior in times like these, and if it weren't for
Rene, i would have no motivation to overcome them.

i need to clean this room.
then, i need to do some homework.

then, the routinely week returns.
life is repetition, but what happens along the way
is far from it.

Things will get better.
I say and know this because I dare to believe,
because it's my resolution.

I know this because they have to.
I know this because they always do.
I know this because out there, there are people who
would consider my circumstances to be those of Heaven,
and they seem to push through day by day and eventually
experience relief and ( Read more... )

happy six  month to the love of my life :].
this is only the beginning of a never-ending journey.

So, from now on, I think I'll stick to friends only. (:


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http://www.peta2.com/takecharge/t-wetseal.asp    Please don't view this video unless you strongly wish to be aware of the extreme animal-cruelty that serves as my foundation for the vegetarian life-style that I do, and always will, lead. It's fucking insanity.