I'm standing in the middle of the woods. No idea where I am, where I'm going, or exactly how I'm going to get there. All I know is I need to be somewhere, because I can't stay here. So I start to run, hoping that it will take me somewhere, almost anywhere, as long as it's new. And for awhile it really seems like I'm making progress. I just keep ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty much a huge disapointment.
I did absolutly nothing (minus watching movies at Rachel's on Friday)
and I guess me and Dave are just friends now?
That conversation could have gone a whole lot better.

I guess I'll just see what the next week brings.

January always makes me want to go into hibernation. I'm done with Winter for this year. Someone wake me up when it's Spring.

Bi-bolar?
Maybe.

PMS?
Most definitely.

Happy New Year!
Kicked the start of the year at Dave's house with Paul and Blair, and it was a crazy night. I'm kind of excited to see what this year is going to bring.

Alright I blocked it out long enough. I've been refusing to deal with reality, just escaping into my everyday routine to keep myself sane but I can't keep doing this. I'm not dealing with anything anymore ( Read more... )

Great weekend
Minus having to sleep on Megan's concrete basement floor again.
It was well worth it though

"Wow I'm glad I didn't die today."

Life is nothing but a huge routine.
School is nothing but a big inconvinince.
Pointlessness.
My life has no direction.
Yet I'm content with that.

Thank God I have the weekends to look foreward to, because without them I think life would almost be unbearable.