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[a_for_extreme]

Fuck it.  I've spent 35 minutes typing and erasing this post trying to find a fancy and eloquent way of saying I love you and that I fucked up and I know it can't be fixed..  So there it is.  Plain and simple.  I love you, I fucked up and I wish it could be fixed but it can't.  I love you.

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[sweeten]

i want to talk to you...

[a_for_extreme]

I've tried so hard to forget you and put the past behind me. But no matter how hard I try, I can't escape you. You're like a flame that I'm drawn to as if I were a moth. Seeing your pictures is warming to me and I do nothing but smile. I'm still so in love with you that I almost kill myself thinking about it. I refuse to rush into anything or start making decisions, but, I feel like if I just sit and be patient everything is going to fall together. You see, even when I think I've forgotten you, you're so etched into my mind that the smallest of things trigger my feelings and I fall in love with you all over again. There's only one future I can see Roxi and I know I'll reach it eventually. I'm just going to let it come to me when it's supposed to but, just know you are permanent to me.