well today me and sum sum cut my hair to my chin. it looks cute it think. i dont know how everyone at school will react but i really dont care so it doesnt matter. lately i've been just hanging out with justin doug sum sum and monica. its been loads of fun. Monica and doug kissed it made me smile.... a lot. i love them together. i'm alone, but ( Read more... )

ugg.. this year has been a dificlt one. not in school work really just in general. i dont have a job. i have or had a boyfriend but i dont even know about that anymore. things are so complicated with hm i swear. i went to hmecoming lat ight. with no date because last minute my date called and said he couldnt go. i really hate boys you know. ths yar ( Read more... )

well a lot has happened latly. my cousin got married. it was so beautiful! man! lol. school sucks like always but i am a senior. YEAH! i have some new friends and some new love interests. haha. i'm not going to say much about that though, i'll wait and see how things work out. i'm getting a tattoo soon. and on saturday i went to ROCKY HORROR ( Read more... )

well i havnt been up to much lately. i went and hung out with sean and ryan finally. we went bowling it was way fun! i love those boys!! tomarrow i'm going to the lake thats going to be lots for fun! other than that nothing too exciting has happened. Ashtin got a job! yeah! i hung out with nick andre kalie dave monica and summer last night it was a ( Read more... )

well yesterday my dad went out of town so me and ashtin were here with my mom. we thought awesome we get to hang out all night! but no because all my friends are busy or cant hang out late or ashtin doesnt want to hang out with them. i wanted to hang out with beena and eva, but no ashtin gets sick of them whatever. anyways so we tryed to hang out ( Read more... )

ryan love of my life.. one and only.. dearest friend. here i am writeing about you..because you are my true love and i know how much to ove me to write about you.lovely ryan you must knw how my heart beats for you.. love. buttercup. sugar darling. *kiss*kiss*

well there is a lot i can say today but i'm going to try and make it shorter than it has been. i went and hung out with alex. i had so much fun! alex is the best guy i swear. To me alex has always been that guy that always has a girlfriend so hes always been kinda hands off. well not saturday.. lol. I GOT TO MAKE OUT WITH ALEX!! HAHA wow what a ( Read more... )

so lately i've been trying to suck up my self pity for this whole adam thing and deal with reality. so things arent going my way right now GET OVER IT! lol. i'm just trying to not be such a drag anymore ( Read more... )

well today we just another day. i had plans to get up at like 8 or 9, but i didnt climb out of bed until 11. then me and monica went and got the new taking back sunday cd which i should say rocks!!! then we went to go get my workers permit. i am really nervous about starting this new job. i know jobs are always scary the first day so i think i'll ( Read more... )

i geuss my life isnt just an empty black hole of dispare after all.. Things are starting to look up. i have a job now at the meadows mall inside the vans store. i am really exsited! my friend kalie got the job too!! i cant wait! lol. though things are looking up in the one department, at home and in my social life things still are not so grand. my ( Read more... )