Re: matters of your hearta_homeless_soulMay 15 2006, 06:38:42 UTC
my life is always at stake.
only one can say they came near to anything, any fear, any failure of mine. the insueing struggle forced many to press how much more before these insanities cease i will win, i once wrote, unconditionally or be crushed by the sheer weight of what it will take to defeat me. as far as my heart, and my scars, these are my most treasured, together and individually they force me to grow and to heal, to survive to outgrow everything to outgrow even a monster like me. therefore future vaule, is not only not always evident immediately, and thus, even in past pain, from which i can draw positive influence from the most hurtfully navigated negativity, nightmares, horrored memories.
Re: matters of your hearta_homeless_soulMay 16 2006, 05:37:51 UTC
who said it was a woman? i wonder now, what you know of me. we all payed a great price. for the offer was indeed refused, though its existence was never made known to the wolrd. she did love another, she did lose another. this is too easy for you. you already knew these things. so tell me then, how did the story end. this was all but forgotten.
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only one can say they came near to anything,
any fear, any failure of mine.
the insueing struggle forced many to press
how much more before these insanities cease
i will win, i once wrote, unconditionally
or be crushed by the sheer weight
of what it will take to defeat me.
as far as my heart, and my scars,
these are my most treasured, together and individually
they force me to grow and to heal, to survive
to outgrow everything
to outgrow even a monster like me.
therefore future vaule, is not only not always evident immediately,
and thus, even in past pain, from which i can draw positive influence
from the most hurtfully navigated negativity,
nightmares, horrored memories.
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i wonder now, what you know of me.
we all payed a great price.
for the offer was indeed refused, though its existence was never made known to the wolrd.
she did love another, she did lose another.
this is too easy for you. you already knew these things.
so tell me then, how did the story end.
this was all but forgotten.
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