Well,Justin wanted me to come to Tennessee,so,I'm here. I'm at a hotel right now,I'm goin' out with Justin and Tonya tonight. Good times! I'm so bored right now. Watching Not Another Teen Movie...again.. I love this movie.Its funny as hell. I'm tired,so I'm probably gonna go to sleep before I go out. I need to go see Tonya,screw sleepin' Im gonna ( Read more... )

I can honestly say...I am finally jealous of somebody. And I can honestly say..that,I'm in love..with somebody who loves me back,but.. I cant shake this feeling I have everytime I talk to this other person. But,I do love Eric,more than anything..hes so good to me. Well,I'm goin.Bye

:gasp:I've got a boyfriend!:dance:

Well,I'm in Indiana,I'm with my sister and aunt. I flew back yesterday. I just cant stay in one place for too long,or I'll go crazy. Dunno what it is,but thats the way I am! Well,anyway. My weekend has been nothing but PACKED! Oh gosh,yesterday and today,ALL I did was run on the treadmill and exercise! My body aches everywhere,so tomorrow,I'm goin ( Read more... )

Well,just letting everybody who doesnt already know..I'm pregnant.

I just found out that Justin's leaving tomorrow. :ponders the thought of not being able to see him everyday:God,thats gonna tear me in half.

:dances:I'm home,and I like this sing! I'm so bored! Why does everybody gotta be asleep?! I'm going to dye my hair back later on tonight. I am NOT liking the brown,so its gonna be blonde again. Chantal needs to wake up! Grr on her! I woke up at 7:30 this morning,got in my car,and came home! I love Dani,for all she did for me! Thank you! I feel so ( Read more... )

I feel so much better. Its 8:30,and I got out. Dani came and picked me up,and she is the sweetest person I've ever met. I'm staying here tonight,the tomorrow I'm going home,and I'm gonna be okay,because of what my therapist said. 'live for what you have.' that was the best advice anyones ever gave me. Hospitals are scary,I dun' ever wanna go back! ( Read more... )

Well,Im spending today and tonight in the hospitial. Damn MTV had to go and play that video,didnt they? I was laying on the bathroom floor,and Dani ran in,after she heard the thump. She wrapped my wrists up,and brought me here. I'm glad I have her as friend. I'm glad she was there,because if she wasn't, I would be dead right now. These bandages on ( Read more... )

Can somebody please fucking explain this shit to me?! I can not and will not believe .. that .... oh god what am I supposed to do?! I'm very thankful for Chantal,because she told me. Thank you Chantal. I just wish I found out from somebody else,not you. You know? But, God, you know what..my hands are shaking so bad. I have to go.