once again i was just sitting online looking at peoples away messages and once again a good friend of mine's fit how i feel today beter than i thought possible... here is what it says ( Read more... )

I HATE THIS. ok so i am the dumbist person on earth. I don't know why i have so much trouble expressing my self as of late. it's like ... i'll feel something but be afraid to say it. And eaven worse when i finally work up the nerve to say it ... it's too late i've lost my chance. But what it comes down to is i want evreyone to just be happy (i ( Read more... )

so i'm talking to Karen (not caren) ... and we were both very bored so i decided we should write an entire post dedicated to each other ( Read more... )

i counted and i only have five posts (includeing this one) all year ... and i think thats sad so im going to try and start posting more ... i have dress rehersal tonight and the play opens on friday and then the last show is saturday and there are some people i really want to see there ... but it's cool ither way ... i would ove for anyone who ( Read more... )

this weekend has been undescribable. it has been filled with great friends and cool girls ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in forever ... but i am alive also i wanted to say ... peopel are fucked up ... friends are fucked up ... life is fucked up ... but im haveing a good time.

so yeah i was looking back at last years entry ... and thinking about last year and i realized ... i never want to do that again ( Read more... )

I was reading some of my old entrys and realised that some of the things i said abought my self , or other people, or just abought evrey thing was extreamly inmature. Part just because it was and part because i can tell i cincerly thought i wasn't being inmature ( Read more... )

I want you to post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

so i've been thinking abought life and the world and people ... and to bee perfectly brutaly honest ... im not impresed ( Read more... )