try not to look like a lesbian

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so last night was nat's whitewater christmas staff party. before we went nat told me not to look too much like a lesbian. he was joking of course. but when i got there, that's exactly what i did. "don't say anything queer" is what was going through my mind all night. it's been awhile since i've been in a situation where i feel like i can't act

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[n_to_the_a_t]

SERIOUSLY, I was joking, but yah, that was a little akward. too many drunks (they all showed it this morning too). baby, I'll carry you everywhere if you want me to. now lets have a real date.

[heart_howl]

you looked so amazing last night, sparkly little fox! as usual!

[glitterbutch]

what an interesting dilemma - queered by association. I think I get straighted by association by my current lover. glad it worked out well though.

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i experience being straighted by association more often. it creates a mix of feelings. happy for nat cause he's passing, but it makes me feel a bit invisible.

[n_to_the_a_t]

I see you, and that's all that matters.