1. Liam has decided never to talk to me again ever. He has moved out. He is 18, he is in his full right. I can't stop thinking about forever
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you always have liam, no matter where he is or how he feels. he is yours always. and he will feel differently later, and return. you know that. he's 18. with space and time, he will come back. don't doubt it.
i'm glad you can laugh with your mother, that is a blessing.
going to the forest often is a great idea. breathe deeply, breathe slowly, sit among the green and breathe.
*HUG* Hang in there. Just enjoy what you can - being outside in the forest away from things. I'm sorry that things are so rough for you right now. *HUG*
I felt exactly the same way about the end of the world. I was sort of hoping for it. I have the kids this weekend and we could have enjoyed it together.
Having nothing left, but the woods and one's mother, is pretty serious. I am dealing with the threat of it too and I don't know how to get through. Except that I have the entire lives of my children to be with them a little or a lot. Mothers are often separated from their children, but it is temporary.
The last time you went through this, it was as clear to me that rules were rules and life was life and it was to be survived. Now, I have felt my own mind move and challenge those rules. I will not allow anyone to destroy me. I will not allow it. I will find some way through. And, so will you my friend. SO will you.
I keep asking myself, is this as it will be, will it never be better, life?
I have had it bad (not as bad as this but never really good) for so many years now, and it never seem to improve more than just above the waterline, if that makes any sense.
But your life has been good, you got two little ones to live for, a boyfriend, and a huge amount of friends. I think you will be okay. I really do.
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Its just today me and my friend were checking this videos of Abraham Hicks on youtube. Maybe this will help you as well.
This is also video for liberate Guilt and Fear.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gm7ZL-PrYd8
Hope it will work for you!
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i'm glad you can laugh with your mother, that is a blessing.
going to the forest often is a great idea. breathe deeply, breathe
slowly, sit among the green and breathe.
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Having nothing left, but the woods and one's mother, is pretty serious. I am dealing with the threat of it too and I don't know how to get through. Except that I have the entire lives of my children to be with them a little or a lot. Mothers are often separated from their children, but it is temporary.
The last time you went through this, it was as clear to me that rules were rules and life was life and it was to be survived. Now, I have felt my own mind move and challenge those rules. I will not allow anyone to destroy me. I will not allow it. I will find some way through. And, so will you my friend. SO will you.
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I have had it bad (not as bad as this but never really good) for so many years now, and it never seem to improve more than just above the waterline, if that makes any sense.
But your life has been good, you got two little ones to live for, a boyfriend, and a huge amount of friends. I think you will be okay. I really do.
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