Why does it always hurt...

[a_mademoiselle]

Last year seems so far away
All the days
All the people
Everything
And everyone
I don't mean to be depressing or whatever but i cannot help but miss the way things were

Yesterday i had a day
not a good day or a bad day but a DAY
i'm frustrated about things i have no control over
I want to change things but i can't and i want to be able to solve everything

Comments

[ltjchick03]

i miss last year just as much as you do. it seems like you really realize how much things/people meant to you and you miss those moments. our lives have changed so much in these last couple of months, and it is saddening. but life is built up of things we can't control and we just have to accept it and look forward to what's ahead. i think that once you begin school, it will ease up a little bit. i can't guarentee everything will be okay, but i know that you will get through it :) and i swear if i had $100 i would give it to you because i know how hard it is right now, and it kills me to know that you aren't getting your money back from your mom. i love you jacks and you are always welcome to come by and have dinner with me :) i miss my dinner partner *chris* lol, and i would love to have you over sometime! stay strong jacks, i ♥ you times a bajillion!!!!