The day everything changed. Everything is so different still and i hate it. I want change- but good change. I miss so much. I want to be happy, and no one can make me happy besides myself. Im really close to giving up. Im terribly upset all the time. I cant live with myself anymore. I really cant...

I guess this is for the best. You win- i hope you feel good.

I really wish people could just stay out of my fucking life. Ive been out of highschool almost two years now and i dont need petty highschool drama. Grow the fuck up. God i hate this place. I was so glad to go back to work today because although im the youngest they are my equals. No drama, were adults. No link to highschool idiots. I just need to ( Read more... )

Soooo right now I'm sitting at Kevin's and Mark is playing resident evil, again, as always. haha. Ummm I really don't have anything to type about. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... I don't remember.

<3! mmhmm.

So, lately things have been amazing/terrible ( Read more... )

Amazing. Absolutely amazing. I couldn't ask for more. Today was good. Caitlin picked me up- driveby of the police... Bad. Then we go to mullica, mad traffic. got to see tim. Hung out with mark, kevin, charlie, matt, chris, tommy, anddd i dont remember. It was fun. Now im home watching movies.

I'm like in shock... Who would have thought this would happen? Though times are shitty at least there is some good coming from all this. Haha i miss him already. :] <3

life really has no purpose.

it's just a game.

So, I'm mildly inebriated... therefore I'm updating.

I have a slight issue on my hand. I keep acting like I have a highschool crush on him, but it's not like that and I really don't know what the hell I'm doing. Grow up Miss Goodwin.

I wish I could turn back time a bit.

I like where this is going. I wish i could just call though. So cute. So... Last night i saw stephen lynch. Um thats it.