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[a_mischief_grin]

I feel so restless lately. It is as if I have to do something, but it never seems enough. I have to do more, but now I can not find anything to do. I thought that maybe I should get a job, but Izuru said that it was not a good idea. I trust him, so if he says that, I think it is more than likely true. So...if anyone needs any assistance in anything

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[penitentsoul]

OH GOD NOT THIS AGAIN.

Your sudden need to please others is astounding. Really! Just kick back and relax for now until you're back to your normal self; chances are you won't like having a job when the time comes.

I figured as much. It's no trouble, Gin-san, there's always later. Don't feel restless - or useless for that matter - at all! You don't have to apologize when you're helping someone! You're not obligated to find it for me. Who knows, it might come back on its own when everyone returns to normal!

... But I can see that you're really trying. Thank you.

[a_mischief_grin]

I-I can't help it Izuru. I sit around and try not to do anything, but then I get anxious or bored and...and I can not do it. I am not going to get a job though I did not really like the ones that were available anyways...!..not that I was checking because I was going to get one! I-I was just curious..

Ah, okay. I did not mean to worry you, but I feel a little better now...but I still want to help... I won't apologize anymore though, I promise this time.

Really? Y-You are welcome.

[penitentsoul]

You're a horrible liar. Or just bad at telling the truth.

It's a good thing you didn't get a job at all then. If you don't having a liking towards any that are available in this state, you would have hated it once you returned to your original self! At least you're trying your best.

Apologizing is not against the law! I'm simply encouraging you to try and not do it so much. It doesn't worry me, don't think so negatively. Feel better. And don't keep promises you're bound to not be able to keep...

Right.

[a_mischief_grin]

It was not a complete lie...

I-I guess that is why I did not get the job in the first place. I could of just quit afterwards if I did not want it afterwards though.

I know...but as much as I do not want to think negatively and feel better. As much as you tell me that I do not worry you...I wonder if I am frustrating you or if you are getting tired of me. I mean maybe I am being negative again, but I do not want to keep making you upset...so-so maybe we should just avoid each other until this is over?

(( D: *Mun is actually the one getting frustrated at this Gin* Not that Gin-muse and I really mean his last words ;D ))

[king_of_thunder]

Of course it's fine~ I'm looking forward to seeing you, Gin-san!