Quitting is by far the most painful, awful thing i've ever done. but i cannot wait for it to be over.

everything needs to be different. i need people in my life who aren't going to treat me like this. i'm not going to tolerate it ( Read more... )

i see the big picture.

i hate being lied to.

i hate arguing about being friends and fulfilling obligations, because it shouldn't be this way.

i'm sick of this happening because i've pretty much lost faith in everyone now.

I feel like I've completely let you down. Talking to you again made me realize how I've totally dissapointed you. It wasn't anything you did that made me feel like this. You did NOT guilt trip me or make say this. I did. I fucked up. I just don't know what I can down.

I'm sorry.

Holyshiiiiiiiiiiiit

I feel so amazing right niw. For all the wrong reasons, but I don't care cause I feel amazinggggggg

Congrats Brzd

Hey thsnks!

So, I guess with this, we are officially not friends. I know that it means absolutely nothing to YOU, because you haven't treated me anything like a friend in probably 3 months. It didn't bother me for a while, I figured you had your reasons ( Read more... )

I missed that.

It's been weird adjusting to a transition in the people I hangout with. OR, don't hangout with. I've had a lot of free time, and I just sleep, work, and play games now. I think the weirdest thing is that it doesn't really bother me all that much. I miss a couple people, but I don't feel too lonely ( Read more... )

If you don't want to be friends with me, then don't pretend to. It wouldn't bother me so god damned much if you just said "I'm finished with you", but fuck, your confusing.

So I'm ungrounded. It feels nice. The thought of it is much nicer than actually BEING ungrounded, seeing as MOST of my old friends stopped giving a damn. Buuuut, it happens to the best of us ( Read more... )